Another woman's shoes

They finally said good bye to each other. It wasn't easy even they both wanted to make it less painful and sad. She walked as fast as she could to get home. She let herself falling into her couch, she quietly stayed still for a while, her body trembled but she didn't feel cold, there was a sudden pain in her heart, and at last she bursted out into tears.

She knew that it was the only way she could probably make him happy. He is a boy who is lost in the middle a dark tunnel, but will she be the one who is capable to rescue him? Does he need her? She figured he has a woman who loves him, who plans to have a baby with him after their long travelling journey...there isn't a place for her, or if there is, it is a wrong seat.

She selfishly wished that there had been something wrong between them, but everything was perfect, she realised if this man who sat in front of her, who has been with two women for almost at the same time, and still couldn't decide who he wanted for his life, it is very clear that she wasn't the one he wanted.

He just didn't know that he had made his choice. So, she helped him because above all, she wants him to be happy. She also thought one day he would thank her for doing what she had to do, the day he found out that the woman he wanted was just next to him every day.

She is a girl who thirst for real love, who is searching for an unconditional love, who is ready to give all the love she has for a man she loves, who has widely opened the door to her soul. A girl who never stop dreaming, a girl who has decided to shut down all noises, but still listen to her heart.

What if love is not enough? She know she should not wear the other woman's shoes.